How to get myself back???

Well it’s been long since im taking off from blogging. Everytime i sit i dont feel like. I dont feel like doing anything online and ends up watching tv and goin for sleep. It’s Depression time for me. This phase is the final stages,but can easily revert me back to the bad state in any time. It’s so hard to get out.You have to put in less thoughts, im just writing it down to put into words some of my feelings.

Over the days many have caught my attention. So with similiar depression, some pretty funny to be with. I wish i could be also be happy like this. Y the hell im being sad?

Hope the ones who brought me sadness remain good always n happy!!

All i can say is i would be back….back with the big friendship circle i had…….the old fun i had…..back with a Bang and in BIG STYLE!!! please motivate me guys!!!

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Blanksms

I really loved the name and the concept and thatz y i started blanksms as a mobile sharing community and networking forum for Indian mobile users in 2002.

I was never able to do justice to blanksms and that time i was buzzing with ideas and less resources. Soon i became a lazy brat(i still am) and stopped looking after everything, but the no of sites that got born under me never stopped. Something facinated me, i started a website and updated the content for some weeks and thats it.

Now im on a mission to Do something to blank. Hope i can do something this time. I have a team of 3 people to help me in my mission. If anybody else is intrested please do let me know. Blanksms.com has a member strength of around 8000 members and it was India’s first GSM Mobile community which just faded coz of my dis interest.

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The Pain

It Pricks, It hurts and it Bleeds
I can hear my heart cry loud in Pain.

The ones who have gone, they seem to be happy
Why should only my heart cry?
Was all those words fake?
Does it mean  words have no meaning.

Everytime thoughts just fill my mind
Tears roll down like falls
Why am I only suffering?
Dosent it hurt for those who have put me in this state?

They plan things so well,
Think of the Outer world dreams
The fun,The love,The money
Not even a drop for me to shed,
Can they be Happy?
Why am i only to suffer?

It’s all my fault………it’s all my fault……..
I should never blame anyone
Good Looks and Good fortune does take people away
I only have god and family to care for!

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